Crazie gurls xD

2011-04-20T14:00:00.002+08:00

New life , New beginning :)

why must life be difficult . u cant seem to trust anyone . when u are young , u are taught to trust ur parents , teachers . and u tried to impress them . the list goes on when u grow older and older but with new list of new people . u're required to impress ur friends , bff and even guys whom u're interested in . as i grow older , i had learn not to trust just anyone on the street . u're supposed to practice cautious aint u haha . ok enough random chat . what im trying to say is just be urself . dont try to be others just to impress them . u noe what i mean ;)

i want to work lahh .. i want iphone 4 haha . perangai siak hirdayu . keje stakat utk tu haha .. ok enough for nw . my brain is freezing and thus i don noe what to rite anymore :))

2 more days to go ;))

2011-04-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

am at cyber cafe waiting for this stupid itune to be downloaded .. lembab siak .pukul 12 nk kene gerak . kalau lmbt maknenye kene jln . btol tk papa ?? haha .. * wink wink*

6 more days to go .. :))

2011-04-10T20:41:00.005+08:00

I WANT IPHONE 4 !!! Currently at lib with with irritating sister , babygurl & sweetest syg :) Syg bought me cheese tart ! YUM .. thank sweetheart haha .. btw as i have stated here , i really want iphone .. anyone ? hehehe . should survey the market for the price hmm sometimes word can also be wrongly intepreted even by our loved ones ... 1 weeks , 7 days to go for 1 yr .. weeeee ~Y
:) :) :)

2011-04-08T23:56:00.001+08:00

Blogger under maintenance ^^

2011-03-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

i have nt posting a post for a long damn time .. i noe :)

Btw i truly miss my friends :( guys if u happen to come across my blog & read my entry , i just wanted to let ue guys know that i misses ue peeps . im aware that im not a gd friends and i have been negleting all of ue but seriously i miss ue guys . i miss all the time we spent at school and the time we spent together . forgive me guys -.-

moving on , i would like to wish HAPPY 11th ANNIVERSARY syg ! hope we last long ... ue have been the best company i could ever ask for . Ue have been there for me through every moments of my life . Ue have seen me through my saddest days . Ue have seen me through the weakest moment of my life . Ue have always pampered me like ur princess . Syg , thanks for always listening to me , supporting me and encouraging me . I know this might be cliche but just for ue toknow , i always luv you syg . Thanks for all the sad and happy memories . I will always cherished it . ♥

2010-03-10T18:51:00.002+08:00

am i being stupid just for being patience in waiting for ue ?

anyway , my blog looks dead , i knw . practically im working for the whole week except for wed
-.- . i miss lots of my friends seyh :( i have been posted to branch on 8 of feb and its was dead boring i tell ue . frm 1130 to 830 we just sat there and memorise the stupid price list . people just walk past us as if we are invisible . im planning of going to the therapist side hehs .

on the important notes , i would like to wish my dearestt murni , HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY . i know i sucks big time for forgetting ur b'dae . im so sorry dearestt :(

2010-01-31T18:59:00.002+08:00

my blog look dead . i know haha . anyway let me update on what i have done for the past 1 week haha . hmm .. i have been schooling frm monday to friday without skipping . baek peyh hirdayu haha . i went out with my cousin on saturday morning to buy breakfast . he wake me up at 0630 in the morning just to company him go bugis to buy breakfast . imagine that . pffffttttttt .. then i went to meet rini . i promised rini that i will meet her at 2 pm but end up meeting her at close to 5 pm . im so sorry lurh dearestt . we went to queensway and then to changi village . going to changi village is my idea haha . takda keje kn hirdayu ni hahaha . anyway i learnt couple of new things frm her and that is " malaikat skateboarding , swimming , clubbing and cycling " . i laugh like what tell ue hahahaha . anyway its fun going out with ue haha . today i never go anywhere due to laziness haha . spent my whole day at home , talking to sarief and then going to the park above the carpark and then to the library . a busy day ? no i dont think so hahaha . tomorrow would be a busy day as i would bne going to ite simei for my lectures . ~weeeeee~ hahaha . shall update more when im free :)

2010-01-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hello :) long time i never updated this blog . the reason is - im super busy >.< im have started schooling since 14 of january at jean yip and that cause my schedule to be tight . anyway above is my pictures with my dearestt murni . i think i look awful in this pictures . like seriously . dearestt said she wants to take my eyes haha . saje jek lah kau ni murni . amek urh . kau bleh uat souveniers kn hahahahahaha . i went out with her last saturday with dearestt rini and their friends called kecik if im not wrong . once again im a bad information counter hahahaha . anyway i pity kecik as he is being interrogated by rini when he is eating . bising siak mulut rini hahahaha .
anyway had fun going out with them . love ue guys lotxxxx :DD

On sunday , i company my mum and then went out with iskandar . irritating freak sia he . he drag to all the shoe shop there is in bukit panjang just to buy soccer shoe . pffffftttttttttt .... anyway had fun going out with ue too :) im missing sarief like what now . seriously .

2010-01-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

11jan2010 = DOOMSDAY -.-

im damned scared for the results . could i just dont take it ? hahaha . anyway thanks for all the wishes and presents guys :-D

2010-01-02T20:28:00.003+08:00

seriously , im too tired for anymore drama :-( ue never gave me the opportunity to explain myself . NEVER ! ue have known me for 16 years butbutbut just because of 1 idiotic boy we are fighting . is it worth it ? sometimes i wonder whether ue know me . i have said sorry for several times but still ue insist that its my fault . i have said for the millions time i have nothing to do with him ! i would never , ever do anything to hurt ue , my dearest cousin and ue know that . ue still insists that this whole fucking stupid thing is my damn fault then fine . im dont care anymore and seriously im done with my job of saying sorry eventhough its not my fault .

Next , to muhd daniel arrifin , thanks for all the problem ue have created for me . i dont know what ue want frm me and i hate ue for what ue do . sometimes i used to regret that i know ue but then its nobody faults that we get to know each other . i hate ue not because of ue being my ex but because of ur fucking attitude that got me into trouble . i hope ue are happy now that ue manage to make me being hated by my own cousins huh . frm now on just consider that we dont know each other and stop talking about me infront of ur own gf . ue need to learn how to be faithful huh . seriously mind ur own business and get the fucking out of my life .

2009-12-29T20:25:00.002+08:00

"I've been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don't know where to

I think i'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life

And now i found ya

I don't know where to

I think i'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you"

Hello people :)) long time i have not updated this blog . hehs . oh firstly , i wanna thanks rini for accompanying me on saturday . hehs thank you so much . i am damned bored right now . seriously . oh mummy would be going on vacation for 3 whole day . pffffftttttt ... haha im pissed of but still i will miss ue hahaha . to all my cousins , sorie for not able to reach me hehs , now that i have topup , i shall meet ue all in due course hahahaha . i know ue all miss me right haha . to my dearestt brother , abg faizal , it's been a pleasure going out with ue and thanks for the time . hehs . im damned bored cause i have nothing better to do right now hahahaha . spent my whole morning helping my mum then my evening talking to sarief :-) and then going to the library . am planning to meet my cousin , khai at bugis afterward but then im kinda of lazy sooooo i cancelled . hehs pemalas pe hirdayu hahahahaha . sorie lurh , shall meet ue tomorrow , promise ;-D anyway im planning to stay at home and dye my hair using my mum dye and her unsincere permission hahahaha ue know , i know , public dont know do they . hahaha . oh yeah the lyrics above is for someone outside this country whom i have just been talking to on the phone . i think im falling for him but im scared to tell him hehs . i think my friends would know whom im talking about dont they hahahaha ;-DD shall update more later :]]

2009-12-21T19:09:00.003+08:00

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

hellooo people :DD as im not working today , i shall update a post :] im damned bored and had nowhere else to go haha . had to cancelled my plan with my cousin due to some unforseen matters hahahahaha . mcm paham . actually ku mls haha . to my cousin , sorie lurh . nxt time we meet ok . haha i know ue miss me . hehs . the poem above is found by me inside a book i read . sweet isnt it hahaha . is there a boy like that ? hmm ..... seriously i dont know what to update already . im having a mind block lurh hahahahahahaha . mcm paham siak hirdayu . shall update more later when my mind block have melted hahahahaha ........ ;-D

2009-12-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

hello human :DD i miss this blog so much hahaha . anyway just wanna say thanks to my cousin khai for that treat haha . and to rini , errr .. i still think i look funny in my stupid uniform haha . aniway thanks for the comment . missss ue so much lurhh ;) ok basically for today my activity is mainly going out , watching tv , talking to sarief and going to library to update this post hehs . i spent my practically whole morning going out with my cousin who constantly irritate me . pffffttttt ... still had fun going out with ue , khai hehehe . oh and i remembered ur b'dae lahhh .. shall celebrate with ue when i have time . bsok b'dae , skarang dah kecoh hahaha . so will wish ue now :DD HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN , MUHD KHAIRUL !!! oh and HAPPY THIRD ANNI WITH ISABELL . hehs byk pe kene wish . anyway last long huh . i will meet ue next friday hahahaha .. paham2 jek lah eyh hehe .. moving on , my dear mummy will be going to malaysia tomorrow . cant follow cause im working :( boring pe hahaha .. anyway after going out , i waste my evening watching tv and then calling sarief . enjoy talking to him hahaha . oh i owe ue something dont i haha . shall ask mummy to topup for me before she go malaysia hehehe . ok lurh shall update more next friday . hehs . TTFN :DD

p.s ; to khai , ue irritate me one more time i shall not buy ue anything hehe . oh i will complain to isabell . serious tau . hahahahaha ..

2009-12-12T13:51:00.004+08:00

helloo humans :) had nothing better to do while waiting for time for me to go to works so thought of posting an new entry hehe .. was waken by my irritating at 6 am in the morning just to prepare food for her picnic . imagine that waking me up 2hr early than my usual waking time just to cook for her . pfffffttttttttt .... still i woke up and help her prepare :] baek perh hirdayu hahahaha ... hmm .. so for this whole week i will not have any free time in the evening except for friday . am waiting patiently for that day haha .. im missing quite alot of peeps . mainly my dearests 4 sisters , 2 cousins especially aqilah and wanie . dah lamer seyh tk jumpe korang :-( . my cousin , khai which i will be meeting this friday . jgn luper eyh .. my sister . sarief which i miss sososososo much hehs . lastly , my dearestt school and the stupid works we do . hahaha . oh yess i do miss school . funny isnt it but its true . tulah biler suroh gy skolah malas , biler tk payah rindu plak hahahaha .. i tend to miss alots of people haiyoo .. :-( :-( :-( shall ask my peeps if they are free on friday hehehehe .. that if they are not working . busy katekn hahahaha .. oh anyway mummy just gave me money to topup . hehe shall topup straight after i update this . its 2.02 pm , so shall go home and get ready for works . will update more on friday or when im free in the morning hehhs ...

2009-12-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

hey people :] im missing blogger for a weeks now . hehs . im damn bored right nw and i cant msg anyone . pffffttt ... shall ask mummy to topup for me . im also missing my friends nw due to working . my only free day is only on friday seyh . shall make full use of my friday nw . hehehe . oh yeah , to my cousin khai , i would be meeting ue on nxt friday k cause on sat im working . im missing somebody already although i have just texted him , to help him yesterday . miss him so much seyh . hehs . oh the only good news is that i would be taking off on the 19th to company my mum to negeri sembilan to meet my sis . miss her so much and i would getting new little bro . hehs so congratulations sweetheart !! actually am planning to just sleep today as have nothing better to do but had to company my mum buy groceries . am a good daughter so i followed her . haha mcm paham siak hirdayu . hehs . oh library is closing nw so shall update more on nxt friday . btw , to rini & murni , how do i look in my stupid working costume ? hahahahahaha ..

2009-12-07T19:10:00.002+08:00

"Anybody can love a rose

but its take a great deal to love a leaf !

Dont love someone just because of their looks and standard

but love the one who could make ur life beautiful :D"

Hello everyone !! im dead bored . hehe . anyway the poem above is frm my mum 's boify who gave it to her for their 1 mths . hehs ur boify is soooooo sweet lurh mummy haha . anyway actually i planned to stay at home and waste my time but at last i decided to go to the library to update this post . hehs . daripade buang mase di rumah lebih baik update . haha . spent my whole morning watching tv then talk on phone with sarief in the afternoon and then take my sis . ohh .. btw my cousin khai had promised to treat me to the movie for my this years b'dae . err .. good timing isn't he ? my b'dae is on 7 jan 2009 but got pressie frm him on 13 dec 2009 ? awal sungguh hadiah kau tu hahaha . still im not the one to complain when someone gave me something so i would like to take this opportunity to say thank you cousin hahahaha . so that aside , i am planning to follow my 2nd younger sis shopping tommorow as she would be treating me . thats the reason im following her . hehehe . mum 's is nagging at me asking when i would be searching for jobs . haha . felt like sitting at home and ask for money only butbutbut i would be seriously bored if i do that hehs so would definitely search for jobs soon . and i would also like to wish farewell to daniel . hehs although ue are the one that used to caused me to drop my tears at night still ue are still my cousin . andandand because of ue i get to know sarief so no complain there . hehs so safely go there and come back .

i miss my daddy . seriously . although he has taken my hp still i do miss him . dad , ue have once promised that no matter what ue would not miss my b'dae so do come back and see me on my b'dae . im not angry at ue anymore . seriously . ue are my dad and forever will be so please come back and see me on my b'dae . i know ue will be reading this dad . so wherever ue are hope ue are well . miss ue lotsssss .........

2009-12-06T18:51:00.003+08:00

I am not changing , im just rearranging my life to be with ue :)

Ok , long time since i last update this blog . hehs . Anyway i just wanna wish my kakak sedare , happy wedding ! ily so much andand hope ue are happy . btw ur hubby is hot , seriously haha . he is frm errrr .. ayer hitam , malaysia if im nt wrong . haha . im a seriously useless information counter ue could ever find seriously hahahaha .. oh kak , btw to answer ur question just nw , i dont think , never thought and would never think that people frm malaysia are of a different standard than we are . all are the same and that is human ! haha . so dont mind what other people are saying . hehs and hope once more that ue are happy .

Moving on , i would like to thanks my cousin , khai , for helping me solving the problems that i have with my mum . hehs . thank you so much .. i owe ue big time andandand i promise will treat ue on nxt saturday . promise !!

Last but nt least , HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY NUR SHAFEEQA !!!! hehs i knew its kind of late butbut still i remembered ur b'dae hehehe .. her b'dae is on 4th of december hehs .

2009-12-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16th B'DAE RINI HARYANTY :DDD

Ok today is the b'dae of the gurl whom is holding the phone . She is the gurl whom always never fail to make me laugh when im feeling down or angry . hehs . Thanks for being able to stand me when im in tantrums haha . She always smile andandand stay cheerful always prettyhead . Love ue lots2 lurh . haha . Hope ue enjoy my pressie . penat tau buat haha . Hope our friendship will never ever fade . hehs

Rini haryanty loved !!

2009-11-30T20:35:00.001+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY PISS OFF TODAY!!!!

Ok here is the thing . just nw dearestt text me and ask me whether i have given her number to anybody and seriously i am fucking shocked ! cause i had never ever and will never ever give any of peoples number to anyone without their permission and i am fucking serious ! To dearestt , i frankly dont know who gave ur number or how the hell that person get ur number . I am sosososososo sorry . Please dont be angry with me ! I am nt a matchmaker and i will never be . Believe me i would have asked ur permission if i ever want to give ur number . Dont be angry will ue ?? To that person , since when have i given anybody number to ue ? please dont put words in my mouth . seriously i hate that ! pffffffttttttttttttt .......

On a happy notes , i would like to thank rini for accompanying me today . hehe and i would also like to thank sarief for talking to me hours when i am with rini meeting her friends . Love ue lurhh ....

Dearestt i am sososososososo sorry .. i really have no idea how this happen and i swear that I DID NOT GIVE UR NUMBER TO ANYBODY . Please dont be mad at me . I hate it when my bestie is mad at me .

2009-10-30T19:33:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i am glad that everything is fine between us :-D

ok i am damn bored right now:)) just came back frm accompany murni dearestt ate macdonald.tibe2 jek mengidam haha:D anyway both two gurls on the pictures is my best gurlfrens. they made my enjoyable being with them everyday haha.actually planning to jog today butbutbut rini cant make it due to private problems muahahahaha and murni didnt bring attire for jogging so cancelled.haha aru jek semangat nk jogging haha. ohh im getting my lappy this sunday hahaha and im damned happy:DDD

Rini && Murni is loved YYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

2009-10-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

doesnt meant ue have new friends,ue forgotten the old ones:-D i just need a simple sorry frm ue.is that to much to ask for??as ue urself said b4 REAL FRIENDS are friends whom does not leave friends for other group of friends.ue should know who ue are
ok first thing first.i would like to say sorry to my dearestt indah for ignoring her.it just i felt awkward.haha:-D SERIOUSLY i am not angry with you!jgn sedeh2 and love ue lotslots lurh.we have been friends for almost 2 years so i dun feel we should ignore each other just because of a stupid gdbye?haha anyway ue have said sorry && as a friend i should be understanding.i promise ue that i would give a good morning greetings tomorrow haha:D

Indahh woww YYYYYYYYY

2009-10-21T19:59:00.006+08:00

I have been going out with rini & murni practically the whole weeks haha.byk siak tempat kiter dah jelajah hahaha:DD whatever it is I love them lurhh && not forgetting indah & wanie whom help me carried things frm my aunts house,i love ue too!

Rini,murni,indah && wanie YYY

ohh and i have given up my o's and i have prepared myself for ite.no hope already lurhh..

2009-10-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

Outram outings with Indahh dearestt:)) (pics credits to Indahh woww)

2009-09-29T20:40:00.002+08:00

hey nw is the post for today.oh 1stly i wanna complain the stupid final whatever it is called.the program practically takes my whole day ue know.frm 7am to 7pm.huh ^.^ anyway today is fun haha.we had physics after school and i,indah and murni is in the same class.poor wanie.her class is different frm us haha.anyway it was so funny.mr seow asked me if i know the formula and he said there is I,VR and stupidly i said I /V + I/R and mr seow said" huh?whats that? "haha the real formula is V=IR hahahaha.and mr tan tc said that shahindah always said nevermind and i thought he wants to praise me cause he said "and then this one.try to answer (pause) but all wrong" hahahaha murni he didnt comment.she has become our laughing mascot hahahaha.one word to describe today is"hillarious" hahaha

2009-09-29T20:27:00.007+08:00

Raya Outing feat.dearestt(25092009)

had so much fun with them.lets the pictures talk && oh ya credits to rini:D

2009-09-12T20:26:00.005+08:00

long tyme never update my blog:DD the reasons is i am busy haha mcm paham jek.anyway today i went to safra tbc with dearestt indah && rini & also indah's friends.plan to play bowling but at last only indah and talib play haha:)) after dhat went to shop & save to company rini buy milk.after all this we went back to safra and meet with indah && her friends and dhen we sit on the staircase.rini break her fast on a staircase imagine dhat haha.kesian rini;P and then we went to the bus stop and take 145.talib and his friends alight at redhill.while dearestt alight with me at queenstown:)i went to the library while indah & rini take 51 to go outram to meet indah's boyf.after this i'll be going geylang with mummy to shoe haha.shall update more later:D

4 more days to,
&& i'm missing boyf ^.^
hope to see ue soon
&& i love ue YYY!!!

Geylang outing feat .Wanie & Indah ( 05092009 )

had so much fun with them:DD here's the pics (wanie's credits):

2009-07-21T20:06:00.004+08:00

hey guys:DD i feel dhat this blog is dead && the reasons is im too lazy to update haha.anyway 1st thing first.i have broken up with daniel again haha && tiny partner says dhat she is not surprised hearing dhat haha:)anyway thanks for cheering me up darling ue really made my day sumpah tk bedek haha:P so moving on..we had our national day celebration on 7 aug and one word to describe it "AWESOME". then i went to achorpoint with dearestt to company them eat.imagine dhat hahaha.oh && they keep teasing me with my dearestt rini haha.whoever rini is with,dont worry im not going to snatch her haha LOL!!oh && on 9 aug itself i went to johor with dearestt mummy.it was damned boring taking the bus.the road was totally jam haha.luckily my sister got mp4 so i drowned myself in musics haha.but seriously the journey was damned boring.next time im planning to go there by train.anybody want to follow??hahs!idk what to write alreadie.im having a mind block haha mcm paham!actualie i post for the sake of my dearestt who keep saying dhat i only read people blog but never post my own blog hahaha:DDDD

2009-07-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hey this post is specially for my dearestt murni whom had asked me when i would update my blog haha:DD anyway today im really pissed off with daniel.He asked me to meet him at tampines at 1pm but i had to wait him for 2 hours and he didnt reach dhere imagine that!when i asked him where he was he said dhat he watch movie with his friends.fuck off lah.luckily murni are free so i asked to meet her at bugis.ty darlings for accompany me && thanks for ur treats.next tyme its my turn to treats ue k haha.oh && ue asked me why do i am still relax talking to daniel although im angry with him.&& the REASONS is i dont want to be in a bad mood when im with ue haha trust me if i had shouted at him just nw i would be in a very bad mood && surely ue wouldnt want to walk with me when im moody right haha:DD oh && after dhat when i want to meet him at yishun he gave me reasons dhat he have something important.buat up darah aku jek haha.laen kali tknk jumpe jgn jumpe!whatever it is i have fun walking with murni to bugis && queensway.oh daniel is calling me nw.i will not answer his phone so dhat he will be frustated.haha let him feel how i feels just nw gahs:DD jahat seyh hirdayu hahaha:))

2009-07-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

currently at daniel house updating my blog.just had shopping with my mum && seriously i buy alot of items haha:D actually planning to buy a phone but there is none dhat interest me hahs hirdayu cerewet kn haha:DD so in the end i just bought new earpiece as idk where my old earpiece went.im sooo careless gahs!oh && i didnt went for malay extra lessons just nw cause lazy && im nw feeling nervous about tomorrow exam.tulah dah kasi peluang utk berlatih tknk kn haha:))after finish shopping with dearest mummy,daniel fetch me.planning to go my house but as i intend to use computer,in the end we went to his house && here im updating this post haha:P && after this we plan to go esplanade to eat.i plan to persuade daniel to take me to school tommorow morning with his car but he said dhat he is lazy to wake up in the morning.punyelah pemalas si daniel nie geram aku hahaha:D oh && daniel promise to buy me an mp4 next week && im so elated.tk sabar sey haha. daniel had already known abt syahril and syahril had already known abt daniel && nw im CONFUSED! idk whom to choose && seriously cant i choose both of them?? haha && worse i like somebody else in my school.im so fickle minded && i felt bad abt all this.shall asked sygs tomorrow gahs;DDD

anyway im sorry darling for all this.ue have been good to me damned good although ue are just exs.i promised ue dhat i will make up my mind soon but for nw i seriously cant choose ue.it not ur fault but mine.i cant bring myself to accept ue as i scared i would be hurt once again.give me time && i will decide i promised!anyway ily Y

2009-06-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

had school todae and it was quite fun:D after school went to 7-11 with dearests and then plan to go tiong bahru with them but then im meeting daniel and i dont want to trouble them for coming with me mcm paham hirdayu:DD waited for the but suddenly daniel called and said dhat he will me at boonlay.pantat siak.uat penat jek tunggu bas.so i went to the mrt to go to boonlay.reached at about 4pm and fuck i still have to wait.but dhen he came only 5min late and we went to eat.and dhen as usual he company me shopping haha:D i was planning to pay myself but daniel insist dhat he pay haha ty darling:)) and tomorrow i will be going shopping my dearests mummy haha so dearests i cant tagged along with ue guys tomorrow:DD after this im planing to watch movie with daniel hahs and he is so patience waiting for me to finish this post hehe.oh and i will be having my o'level malay oral this thursday and its not fair.its too early nd im not ready gahs:D dearests will be having on friday so i will be with rini && aqilah.heys and i better get off nw 4 daniel starts nagging hahaha:DDD pssst ty darling,ily Y

2009-06-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

school was boring todae.dearestt murni did not come and tinyy partner just came at 11 am.best perh datang lambat2 hehes.so it left me and dearestt indah to attend physics and eng lessons.anyway after dhat we went to harbourfront to eat and vivo to play uno && snap.oh ya i just know frm indah dhat coloured contact is made by printing && i still find it hard to believed haha:DD after dhat we went home.anyway mama asked me to accompany her to shopping as she would be going back home soon && i liked going shopping with her as she was very generous haha:D so i company her && went back home.rushed to meet ex-boify at city hall and went to eat with him.i just came to realised dhat he was damn good and i felt guilty.maybe its really my fault for nt being understanding && egoistic.whatever it is i am really sorie && i would accept ue when the right tyme came.i am happy with the way we are nw && im sorie for not able to accept ue.

2009-06-02T20:21:00.002+08:00

had our 1st holiday lesson just nw.overall it was quite fun.we received our report book just nw && shuld i say dhat im dissapointed.not dhat i dun noe my marks it just dhat seeing the report card make me dissapointed.as usual mummy did not comment anything about my result.

anyway i went to meet ex-boify at his place just nw at 4pm.although he have appologised,i still could not bring myself to accept him.idk why but my feelings for him is evaporating fast.anyway tinyy partner said i shuld not accept him && yess i would not:DD

2009-06-01T20:05:00.003+08:00

i am tired of crying for ue seriously.i have been crying for the past 3 days and dhere is dark rings around my eyes.i am tired of being in the centre.i am tired of having to back up people.i am tired of this and i am tired of my life!seriously i am content of my life now.i have caring parents,money,friends and everything but why cant i have happiness?is dhat to difficult to ask for and have ue ever think about my feelings.ue tried to push the blame on me when in reality ue are the one who is at fault.i am tired of all this and i dont care already.i used to love ue but the feelings changed the moment ue walk out of my door.anyway i would like to thank my tinyy partner for the advice and listening ears.thanks for ur understanding and i love ue gurlfriend:DD && ty indah & murni for accompany me to relieve my stress haha and i love ue to:DD

anyway today i am damn bored.i just had my malay O' level exam in the morning.overall i feel dhat the paper is quite easy but who knows what my mark would be haha:)after dhat we had meeting for the tuition thingy at the physics lab.i get on thursday sey and i get physics!i want maths and i want on saturday but too bad hehes.anyway after dhat company dearestt rini to the post office and i met my mum dhere.planning to ask for money and then follow my friends but at last i followed mummy cause she promised to buy me contact lenses.to my dearestt,im so sorie for unable to follow ue guys.anyway went home and then to the optic shop with her.she buy me 6 pairs sey.ty mummy hehes,i love ue:DD after dhat when home and i went to the library to type this post:DDD

2009-05-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

had so much fun today at kak lia b'dae party.it was organised at nenek house and it damn fun.ok so here is today schedule.firstly i went to school for my malay intensive program and then stayed back to play uno with my dearest at school & at the mac.i guess we are addicted to the card game teehee:))then i went home with rini and then i went for my religious classes.rejen -kn hirdayu pergy ngaji hehe anyway after dhat i went to nenek house at sembawang.it was so full dhat papa car cant go in the house haha.dearest mummy cant come cause she is sick.so left me and daniel going to dhat party.ouh & hope u like our present kak:D papa & mama was fussy abt my results haha:DD anyway i went home at about 7pm and here im posting this entry.

mummy,papa,mama,kak lia & dearest friends are <3333!

oh btw i fought with daniel just nw.seriously idk why but my feelings for u is starting to fade.i felt dhat our relationship is slowly fading away.i wish i had neer accept ue in the first place.i felt dhat due to this relationship i had become someone whom i never knew.always moody.feeling angry at my friends.i am not the gurl whom always smile and never feels angry anyway.even im not sure who im nowadays.i have always love ue daniel not dhat i dont.but this relationship is slowly suffocating me.ue are not the person whom i had known.ue expect me to be perfect but have ue even think abt my feelings?tears are falling on my cheek when im writing this.idk why i cant be the gurl whom used to smile even when im angry.i tend to cry easily nowadays.idk why:(

2009-05-21T17:57:00.003+08:00

todae is my last paper and i think i am going to fail damn bad.i was stunned when i see the poa paper seyh.anyway we had break for goodness know how many hour and im damn bored.oh btw im sorry for my moodiness to all my beloved:( i will post about yesterday the next day cause i didnt bring the draft dhat i did during my 2 and a half hour maths paper hehes:DD

sorry to all my beloved:DDDD

TUESDAY,19 MAY 2009

I have prepared this blog entry since POA exams.the exam were damndamndamn fucking difficult.andandand i could only do 2 question out of all the question dhat are available in this 6 pages of booklet.pathetic really:(( b4 this exams,i had history and i am sure that i have flunk dhat paper.lucky there is an essay about hitler.i answered the question based on what i have watch hehes.i didnt even study yesterday seyh.arghhhhh! i am damn sure dhat i have failed my mid yr.and now i am stuck with my poa.what to write also i dont know.shitshitshit.i wonder what all my beloved is doing hehes:DD they all sit very far from me and as usual i am at the back hehes:DDDD

i am being really bad at hiding my feeling.why do i feel flustered whenever he is near me?come on he doesnt even know dhat u like him andandand u cant change dhat cause its the fact!!wake up gurl haizz:(

2009-05-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

had so much fun today with beloved:DD firstly we had our malay paper andandand i think its quite easy except for the peribahasa.ape yg aku jwb pon aku tk tau hehes.then we went to eat at macdonald and they all make fun of me seyh.i ask them what is that gurl's boyfriend name and they said "PINTU"!i was like pintu?serious pintu as in door??and dearestt wanie make fun and said yess and then she said the gurl's name were lobe yan ping gavin and then they laugh.i was like btol2 lah,jgn maen2.and then they laugh,seriously dorang tk paham bahase hehes:)

after dhat we went to the interchange and wanie went home.so left me,murni,indah and rini.we accompany rini to topup her ezlink and then take 16 to ECP.seriously seyh the journey were sooo long,i felt like vomiting.upon reaching dhere its started to rain best perh.it was damn cold seyh.so we went to the mac to sit down while waiting for the rain to stop.and as usual we play our favourite pastime,UNO!!!I make a bet with murni dhat if i lose i'll jump in the sea.and fated i lose seyh.klau tau tk ckp gytu hehes.so all my beloved accompany me to the sea and take video of me trying to jump in the sea hehes.dorang sedap jek ketawe kn aku tkpe ader ubi ader batas,ader hari hirdayu balas hehes:DDDD dhen murni went home.kate dier nk blajar,hehes blajar kepe murni hehs:DDD

pssst i love murni,indah,wanie &&& rini ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Saturday,16 may 2009

at ferst,i feel lyke staying at home rest but things occur last minute so i went out with Daniel.i company him back to his house to take his jacket and dhen we went to vivo for about an hour and dhen we went to orchard to eat.Daniel was so generous seyh.he say he will treat me to everything dhat i want.i was lyke btol ehk jgn menyesal tau haha:)) and dhen he say tk..i tkkn menyesal u ckp jek ape u nk,i blanje u.i was so touched by his kindness.skipskipskip we went to
bugis.i was tempted to ask him to buy me this cute little bag but hirdayu is such a nice gurl dhat she didnt ask hehes vain!we walk around for a while and dhen he send me home.btw i am so sorry i didnt accept ue.u are nice and dhats the problem.i cant bear to hurt people who are damn nice to me & hope ue understand.whatever it is i really had fun going out with ue and thanks for treating me dear:DDD

2009-05-11T15:54:00.001+08:00

had soo many to update today..promised my beloved murnii that i would update for a veryyy long time hehes sorie kay sayang.ok now where shuld i start.The first outing that i went with all my beloved is to the ikea.we were like an idiot sey.everywhere we see mirror we would take pictures and mind u there were many mirrors and we would be like kids and said that ur house and this my house.hehes deprived of childhood memory katerkn.next outing we went is to vivocity.we went ther just to play uno and u know what,i won everytime and murni was like ni tkle jadik and thus began to comunicate with her imaginary friend whom idk the gender hehes.the following day i went out with dearest rini and murni.we went to punggol to visit my 'new' house.hehes dearest indah n wanie are unable to make it.i will update more later..

oh btw i broke up with love on monday.looking back i now realised that it was my mistake but im so sorry dear,i am unable to be with u when the facts is i have feelings for others.u have been good to me,pretty good but i guess i am nt the right person for u.i am deeply sorry.

oh btw,i love all my beloved!!they really make my day:DDD

2009-05-05T20:30:00.007+08:00

today is funn!we had all our lessons push up as there isnt any assembly.so we had cep followed by maths then reccess.we discussed our class tee during cep and gosh our class cant even decide on a class tee.after that we had art.as usual we played uno and i was pissed off!!farhan and wanie keeps cheats sey so at last i didnt play and become the judge.seriously i was a biased judge but it pays off when farhan became the last hehes, tu lah maen tipu lagik kn dah kalah haha:) skipskipskip we had our english then go home!!!but we cant as we had to wait for indah who had her geography.to pass time again we play uno and for the 1st time i am first.then firdaus came and play with us.we play cheats sey so he is always the last hehes:DDD skipskipskip after that we went to the macdonald and eat.and as usual we play uno.i was always the last and indah scolded me for keeping the power card.so when its was her turn after me i teased her by putting the power card haha:))ckp tkleh simpankn so sorie uh haha ohh btw im from mars and indah had a house in pluto haha:DD i really love them all sey.they never failed to make me laugh:DD and they are very patient with my split personality hehes:DDD

Indah, murni & wanie ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-04-28T20:39:00.009+08:00

Besides your lips, where is your fav spot to get kissed ?

-my forehead:)

How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

-i was like "oh shit! its skool agaaaaaiiiiin!!!!"

Who was the last person you took a photo with ?

-my babyy sister ♥

Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

-oh yeah:)all thanks to daniel & mummy;)))

Will you ever donate blood ?

-err..no maybe.im scared of needles!!!!!

Have you ever had a friend of the opp. sex ?

-yesss!certainly:)

Do you want someone dead ?

-Nooo!im not that evil..maybe torture them hehes:DD

What does your last text message say ?

- murni msg me saying;Yelahh,tap tqla ambt gyler.Heh.Kao tunggu wanie ptne?Wokey.

What are you thinking right now ?

-1st;what is partner doing;))
-2nd;where is that someone i want to see:DD

Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

-err..the only problem is i cant be with that someone hehes

What was the time you went to bed last night ?

-at about 5 plus:DDD

Where did you buy the tee you're wearing now ?

-bossini;D

Is someone on your mind right now ?

-oh yesss.someone that is near to me:)

Who was the last person who texted you ?

-♥ ♥ Murni

10 lucky people to do this :
01.Murni
02.wanie
03.indah woww
04.rusydina
05.daniel
06.rini
07.adeq
08.shafeeqa
09.leona
10.suraj

Who is no.9 having a relationship with ?

-i dont know "wink"

Is no.3 a male or female ?

-obviously lahh female.

If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good thing ?

-if only they are senget oh else no:ooo

What is no.1 studying about ?

-nth.shes beside me sey:DD

Is no.5 single ?

-nope.hes mine;D

Say something about no.2 .

-shes my partner:DDD

What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

-i have nothing to say..

Describe no.10 .

-previously my classmate...

What will you do if no.6 & no.7 fight ?

-nth perhaps:) they are the one who fight not me hehes:DD

Do you like no.5 ?

-obviously..my beloved what:DDDDD

2009-04-12T19:44:00.005+08:00

this post is specially for someone whom have ask what's mistake she had done to me until i am soo angry.first thing first,by asking are u trying to say that i am unreasonable for being angry at u and that u have done absolutely nothing to make me angry?you want to know why i m angry isn't it?why must u ask [insertnamehere] and not me?why dont u ask me straight to my face so that i could answer u straight to ur face?ok let me tell u why im angry with u.firstly,do u remember when ms darshan kaur asked me to call u cause she wants to see u.remember whats ur answer is?this is ur answer"kau jgn ckp yg kau jumpe aku."and when i still stand there looking at u,u says"pergilah kau jgn ckp kau dah jumpe aku."what do u take me as?a fool?I feel like shouting at u at that point of time.this is not the first time.sometimes when u didnt come and u need to hand in homework u would ask me to say that i didn't gave u the homework and as ur friends i agree but that incident is the last straw for me to remain as ur servant for u to escape frm teachers scolding.if to u that is an stupid reason for me to be angry then fine.i'll tell u the second reason.i know that u dont like me right?then why dont u tell me straight to my face??why must i get to know frm someone that u dont like me?u told someone that u dont like me cause when we are joking i like to hit u and u say its painful.but why dont u tell me??seriously u are a coward.i could have apologize to u if u have told me.if u dont like me then fine but tell me.i m not ur mailbox for u to tell someone to let them pass to me.And lastly u have once said that handing of homework is not an issue to pass a subjects and u take me as an example saying that although i always hand in homework i never get higher maths mark than u.but if that really true than why u didnt get higher than me for ur matrixes test then if handing of homework is really not an issue?by reading this i hope i have answer ur question that u cowardly ask someone else and if u think that the reason is unreasonable then thats ur problem.oh ya nxt time if u dont like someone just say straight to that someone and not other person.thats manners u know.

2009-04-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

just came back frm LJS and now at the library.irritating sey for having to go to the library just to use computer.shall ask mummy to buy me computer haha:))had my first ever pass maths test back just now.although its just 50% still im quite happy for the improvement and i have proved to a gurl[insertnamehere] that handing hwk in time do make a different and if it doesn't i wouldnt have failed last 2 years and wouldnt have been friends to you .its amaze me how people minds work.i dont know if that person passed or not.i am just aware that that person reads blog.at first i was OMG do i hurt her feelings if she reads my entry but then i decided that i dont care haha bad sey me:DDD

2009-04-01T20:07:00.003+08:00

never update my blog for a long,long,long tyme!lazy lah & plus im too tired to even go out with daniel haha:))btw,my friends doesn't believe that im single sia.for the how many time god knows,im am single & unavailable k guys!oh ya and tomorrow i need to follow my mum to court so i would be missing half of the lessons.however i would be coming back to school to attend other lessons.see hirdayu hardworking right?haha i truly hate art lessons sia cause that stupid [insertname here] ask me to change my topic for the exams and i have to do frm scratch.its irritating sey.i decided to do mask and i cant think of what i want to do and its april now and we need to hand in our piece on august.can u see how little tyme i have and i am so stressed out.so to that someone im sooo sorry if i sometime am very moody.its so frustating u know to have to start something back frm the scratch when i have done many things.

oh ya i have start talking to that someone eventhough seldom:))

2009-03-10T12:03:00.003+08:00

somebody called me slut seh.just because i have crush on 2 other guys and baby haha:D okay what having spare guys just in case 1 of the guy is an idiot.anyway the other 2 guy is just a stupid crush so its fine.ohh & btw i have not spoken to a friend for a total of 5 days and that is the longest i have been angry at someone!has to be a record man:DDD

2009-03-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

i am too tired to post actually except that i had some news to convey haha:)
anyway someone didn't believe seh i pass my test with my own effort.He said i sure copy from my friends one.I was like "ur head!!!!!"haha.went out with wanie just now to the library doing homework and yes i meant it homework!

should i really ignore her just b'cause she do something wrong.i really feel bad:[

2009-02-16T20:28:00.004+08:00

shall post about valentine's day today.went out with my guy friend that day.supposed to meet him at 9 am but well i wake up late so end up meeting him at 11 pm hehes:)we went for late breakfast at pastamania and then we went window shopping.he bought me many things including a jeans which i hate but still i wear as to be grateful.i didnt ask him to spent many money on me but well if he got many money i can finish it for him by spending hehs!money-faced sia hirdayu:DD
after that we went for a walk at henderson wave.it was crowded i tell u but the scene are wonderful haha.as usual when i am with him i am quiet and he keep asking if i am ok and i was like ok lahh.actually i am supposed to meet syazleena that day but last minute she said cancelled and want or dont want i need to spent time with him.haizz:(oh yes,he also bought me stupid red roses and i was like eew i hate roses but well thanks.sorry if u read this,[insertnamehere] but well i throw that flower.u cant be persuading me with just a bunch of stupid roses right?anyway we went home at about 9pm.
next day i went to syazleena house to do malay project.and she bored me with her korean songs although to be true overall the song was quite nice.we listen to songs more than doing the poster but in the end the poster was finished and i t was quite nice u know haha.i went home at about 7pm and reached library at 8 to meet wanie & guess what?she came at 8.30.baek ah wanie library closing already hahs!at last we didnt do any hwk.today we plan to come at about 6 something and we really come at 6.40am.i am sure if mr yip sees us he would be very proud.he only ask to come early at about 10 mins early and we came 1hr early haha:DDDD
ohh and i really miss being in 3e.those time were fun.if only i didnt fail!

i wont fall for u.i wont fall for u.i wont fall for u.seriously u are an idiot!no hard feelings i hope but thats how u behave like.

2009-02-13T19:25:00.002+08:00

had school as usual today.1st period is maths and we were learning about matrix.it was quite easy than i thought actually but i dont know how i would ace it if it were out for test.i tend to understand the subject but then would pass the test.its frustating to be honest.after that we had malay and serious it was bored with a capital B!ms[insertnamehere] was so fussy.she gave us an assignment for our ca and that assignment is about promoting something.i am sure to fail as i am hopeless at promoting haha:))skipskipskip.during recess we were having poa test.fcuk lah i study damn hard but have no enough time to finish.imagine giving us only 30 mins to do.hahs!we had english after that and ms chong teaches us how to bookmark for our friends.it so sweet actually haha:D
lastly we had pct but i am not sure what it is about as i am engrossed reading my book,twilight.:)
after school we had extra classes and it was hopeless as the teacher didnt teach anything!huhs.anway shall continue next time about my journey in school next session as wanie had come.at last!hahaha YYY

2009-02-05T19:23:00.005+08:00

no cca on wednesday instead we had to go to science centre.cool right.not!although i was like wtf i have to sacrifice my free day for this outing but it turns out to be extremely fun!we were doing about genetic disease and we had hands-on.i was sitting as usual with Wanie,Indah & Murni.it was fun sitting with them hehs!anyway skipskipskip.after the session me,indah,wanie,aqilah,farhan,aaron,rusydina,shafeeqah,murni,rini & syaz went walking around the centre and fcuk lah aaron & farhan keeps disturbing me.shouldnt say what it is.hehs:)anyway after that we eat at mac & go home.today had nothing special except that we had physics,ss & poa test.fcuk lah i didnt study for physics test.but well its no big deal if i fail really haha;)skipskipskip.we got our maths test & i fail!to be honest i was shocked! i got 7 out of 30,pathetic is it,i know.ohh by the way i look fat in my school uniform!fcuk lah why cant we wear our home clothes to school hahs! if indah see this,aku amek gmbr kau ehk;))
anyway [insertnamehere],it hopeless to think that we would be back again.u hurt me again & again.u said sorry once & u repeat it again.and the cycles goes.so dude there's no way i would come back to u although to be honest i admit that i still love u.

(credit to me u know hehe;))

(me,syaz,wanie,indah & murni)

(our experiments!i am soo proud haha)

(CANDID!!!!!!!)

(diff.reaction)

2009-01-28T20:17:00.003+08:00

i was nearly late for school today.actually it kinda of my faults as i should be meeting wanie at 7 am sharp but well i wake up at 6.15 and by the time i get ready its already 6.40.i went out and wait for bus 51 and fcuk lah the bus is damn slow.at about 7.19 it came and reach there at about 7.21 or something like that.the best thing is i saw 139 came just after i get down from bus.haha so in the end we had to take cab to school and wanie's paid for it.gahs thanks wanie!anyway we reach there 2 mins early haha;Phowever at the hall my bio teacher[insertnamehere] ask me if i fold or change my skirt and does she thinks i am stupid enough to tell the truth?haiya.whatever it is i said NO!other than this nothing special happens except that i met someone hot haha:)oh ya almost 1/4 of our class did not come.good isn't it our class.other things is that i FAILED my physics test.not a surprise actually hehe;p

2009-01-23T20:01:00.002+08:00

holiday starting tomorrow.yesssssssssss no need to go to school!!!hirdayu lazy,i knw.schools today was dead,dead bored i tell u.many did not come and if i had known it would be this bored i swear i would nt come hehe.went to school with wanie.had waited her at her house bus stop and i tell u i was feeling like an idiot.she was like usual lah very eeearly.haizz!had latern making and fcuk we didnt won but its okay at least we heve class spirit hehs;Pafter that we had concert and it the most hypnotise concert i had attend before.i was like very sleepy.skipskipskip.after school company wanie to clinic and then went to the library as my mum was out to nowhere.haizz.skipskipskip.
anyway i saw ex-boify just now and i tell u he was dead HOT!we just look at each other and smile.thats all people.but honestly i still miss him although well now i would give my most attention to my o'levels so no guys.believe it or not i wnt to pass hehe:P

2009-01-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

Seriously guys,im damn tired!!had just finish doing hwks with wanie at the library.Surprised right that hirdayu would be doin hwks haha i knoww.Actually im also surprised at myself too.Im sure if my "beloved" former maths teacher [insertnamehere] knows,he would be proud!haha:)
Btw just now got physics test.Fucklah many question i don noe how to answer.Damn stupid sia my answer if u read it.haha:)Anyway mr[insertnamehere] u should know better than thinking that hirdayu would pass physics ;P

Anyway should i drop art or not??

2009-01-12T20:21:00.004+08:00

Happy belated 16th b'dae Siti Syahindah!

Hehs seriously im sooo lazy to update & thats why im saying "belated b'dae" hehe:D this gerl
b'dae is actually on the 10th and i wish her on the 9th so thats means i dont forget right?!hahs i am such a gdddd friends,vain hirdayu!Anyway i don have pictures of her so i take fr her blog hehs tkpe kn indah:))I had a fun tyme disturbing her.Cool jek die tk perna mrh hahs!Anyway thanks for all whom wishes me!

Anyway i updated this for the sake of her and murni whom keep pestering me on when i want to update so make sure u both read this k stress tau aku update haha!

2008-11-02T20:21:00.002+08:00

seriously i was waiting to see someone else but i get to noe someone idiot instead haizz..
Well the story starts like this.I was at the library hoping to see someone whom i like but instead a guy watching me like an idiot and keep smiling at my sister.I ignore him thinking that he is just like others thinking that my sis is a cute girl.But when i was about to go home,he approach me and asked whether this is my sis.I was like "duh-brain what you expect" but i didn't say it out loud obviously.haha:]]then he ask me whether we could be friends and i was like "err... OK"and then he said this that make me mad..he said that i have gotten ur number from ur friend and i hope u don't mind.I was looking at my cousin and was like what the heck you give him my number.I just smile at him although i feel like shouting at him lor.What the f**k!Cant he just ask me personally.Anyway end of story and along the way home i keep shouting at my cousin on how stupid she is for giving my number to a nutcase.haha:]Anyway i would keep posted on this nutcase when i have time.

2008-10-31T20:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,i had the most mystified encounters with my hand phone.I was fast asleep when my phone rang.Grudgingly i pick up lah but what the hell that person or things that calls me on the other line were not speaking.I was like "heyloooooo who's this??"like a millions of time lor and that person did not reply.I dont mind if its only once but that things called me thrice and still did not talk.I told my mum and she said that maybe UFO was trying to contact me and i was like LOL!!

Tired of thinking,i went to Starbucks with my cousins and at there we flirt with the guy at the counter and harks i think that guy was retarded!!He keeps calling Haida and i keep shouting that my name is Hirdayu and it was far fetch from haidah.haizz...I am extremely tired of having to go to extra classes.As if with the extra classes i could pass but farel keeps telling me that i had to be ready for the paper as it will be a surprised if we did not study.gosh!Fine i will study and drag myself to all the classes haha.By the way i was really motivated to do English and i always finish all my homework haha:]]BTW someone is not happy with me and i dont noe why but please lah if even you are not happy at me stop staring at me as if you are goin to eat me cause i m not goin to be affected and you are wasting ur time.I really dont understand the way some people minds works,haizz;)

2008-10-31T20:19:00.002+08:00

On wednesday i went jalan raya with Indah,murni,rini,rusydina & aqilah.It was fun really.We went Indah house and took pictures with all her mirrors haha:)

My face like an idiot right?!haha:))

2008-09-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

hey.I am feeling really2 down today:(I feel sad at every littlest things that happens in my life.Seriously at school no one noes that i am unhappy or sad.Most of them including my friends keep thinking that i led a happy life.Haizz.At school i'm happy most of the time until my close friends also tell me i am crazy haha but do they noe that i would be willing to exchange life with them just to noe what being happy really means.I am just like a doll who are smiling on the outside but actually was void of feelings.Indah said that she never see me feeling angry,sad or frustated.If only what she said is right.No one really noes me even the person that are really close to me.Seriously why must you ruin my life?Aren't you sastisfied with the things that you have caused me to feel worried,sad or angry with you?seriously you are selfish vain and ego and i hate you...

2008-09-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

Heys guys today wanie didn't come again!However i dun really mind actually.I had the best time today with indah,murni and farhan 3e.Today during recess i managed to persuade them to company me sit infront of Low's classroom.Seriously i had the skills to persuade people gahs vain hirdayu!We talk about anything that come across our mind and as usually i am the one who entertain then haha:)I saw this lots of ants and guess what-they are coming for me haha:)I and murni pushed the ants to each others and the ants suddenly crushed.all was likeyou "oh no hirdayu killed the ants",and i was like"Nonono its was murni lor"Hahaha.And indah saw this guy from 3c who by the way was the chairman and she was saying that this guy was the ideal guy to have for a boyfriend.Me as usual was the funny one fake holding a mike and being a reporter for her hehe:))Lastly we end the lame conversation by looking at the way we was laughing:D

During malay however murni far across from us and it was indah and farhan turns to make the situation funnier.they were competing on who solved the cube faster.I was the timer and were laughing my head off with their stupid fights on who should treat who if 1 of them lose.And it turns out to be indah haha:)Oh and i forget to tell you that we had a bonker teacher for physics.he keeps saying our lessons as lectures. hah he probably thinks that this is a polytechnic.haizz:D Wanie wins the malay karangan competition.haiyo i should'nt have hand in late or i would have won!haha

2008-09-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hey todays is damn funny lah:)during malay lessons,we were supposed to do dikir barat with our own theme.I am in the same grp with indah,wanie & the others lah.Our theme is hari raya and the stupid of us go and said all sort of things regarding raya and most of it is FOOD!!Hahax:))Anyway today our form & co-form teachers didn't come,nice cardigan right?So we all need to go to the library.Indah,murni,wanie,me & leena talks abt stupid things and the silliest is me.I said that i will play catching with the old folks!Hahax:)And then dont know how i decided to talk abt harry potter series and we were talking abt this troll that escaped from the dungeon in the first stories.I seriously said that the troll is made computerised and if Indah wants to know how this troll looks like she should see the looks of one of our boy classmate(shouldnt say who it is find out urself will you:))And indah totally out of topic said that the troll looks like a computer or damn how we laugh haha;)And i think that i really could be a extremely good joker hah vain hirdayu!Didnt feel like fasting tomorrow:)

2008-09-07T20:05:00.001+08:00

Oh guys seriously i hate some of my friends!Why do they pretend to be my friends if in reality they still hate me for the mistake i made?Seriously i did not need you to be a fake friends to me whether we are in the same class!Haizz:)

2008-09-02T19:57:00.003+08:00

Hey guys:)First of all happy fasting to my muslim friends.Anyway i have not updated for many days!I have broke up with my boyfriends,gahs i guess we are not made for each other baby:(Not many of my friends know bout my relationship haha:]Andd i can't wait for hari raya!!!Obviously i can't wait for the green packet ,greedy hirdayu hahax:D facts is i am still feeling sad,4months and 10 days is a long time darlings haizz:)Now i have my eyes on a cute guy gahs!Would keep you posted:))

2008-08-13T20:11:00.002+08:00

HEY I PASS MY FIRST EVER MATHS TEST!!!!!!!hahax:)Seriously i had never in my whole secondary life pass a major maths test so you can imagine my feelings when i get my test paper back and discover that i pass my test!I was overjoyed lah:]Dexter said i should cancel my wishlist on passing my maths test.Gahs he is right and i should write pass my first maths exams ever:D

2008-08-10T19:19:00.005+08:00

Had national day celebration on 08.08.2008 at my school.It was damn boring lah!!!!I regret for coming:D Anyway Wanie promised to come but wth she didn't and she didn't invite me not to go to school hahax.The day before i had NAFA retest and i guess that i will get nil.WTF i don care lah.And "beloved" Wanie & syahindah was laughing their head off the moment i run for my shuttle run.WTH i don't get the joke on why they were laughing at.They said the way i run was funny.Funny??I don think its funny.

Somebody is lying.I don get why she bothered to lie when i didn't even want to know bout her relationship.She is the one who vonluntarily told me and i as a friend(thats if she regard me as a friend in the first place!)tried to give a listening ears to her problem.Ya i noe that i lied to her & her friends but i didn't force her to friends with me what.I thought by being friends with me she had forgive me but NO!!Seriously i rather you don't be my friend than you become my friend and lied to me.If you still have not forgiven me on my stupid mistake that i made on you and your friends then DON'T BE MY FRIEND!!!Seriously i have never force you.I make a mistake and i am ready to face the consequences!You know who you are and i don't wish to know about your relationship!

2008-08-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hey long tyme didn't update.I have sooo many things to tell about.Anyway firstly i had to say sorry to hubby for ~~NOT~~calling him although he had asked soo many time:D
Anyway last friday was Cikgu Hafida last day.Aww shall miss her always!We had cikgu ain for our new teacher.She is quite okay la actually and i have seriously hold on to my promise to bring books haha cross my heart and hope for S'mores hahaha:)Todae we had a art outing and its was okay except that we had to wait for that slow and old bus!!HAha not complaining but still they should be faster if they did want the deaths of boredness of the student on their consiences:]]Still all the art pieces was awesome!!I don't think i could do all that the same way they do lor except for using pencil!!Gtg now my stupid sis is pestering me to follow her to 7 eleven!

2008-07-24T20:18:00.003+08:00

Hey i didn't realise thats todae is the 24th july.Thats means i have not posted for 5 days:))Actually i have nothing to post about except for my "good" physics result!Guess what i get? 3 marks out of whatever the total is!!Good isn't it?Gahs!

2008-07-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

Shall continue from yesterday;)Followed my mother to street bugis and fck lah the place there was wayyy too crowded.Although i am not a petite person,i still got crushed that show that its was tooo crowded!!Anyway didn't ask my mum many just a couple pair of new cardigan and a new shoes hahax:]]

Anyway the guy that i and aishah saw come again todae and said that i look damn pretty gahs!But seriously i don't believe this guy jugdement cause he is kind of weird and weird guy jugdement can't be taken serious right?So that it is.And there is this guy that i had posted about earlier.He came and had taken many history books and said to me that he can't talk to me now cause he is damn busy.As if i care?I also don want to talk to him and waste tyme so thats all bout that two weird guy.Haizz

2008-07-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hey feeling tired right now.Had taken two difficult test in one day,physics & biology.Actually its not that difficult lah.The fact that i have not study that made the papers reaaaaaly difficult:]Rather than complaining better get ready to FAIL!!nvm better get going to bugis to accompany my mother to buy things.although tired i would force myself to go cause i can ask her for many things.hahax:)Will continued tomorrow.Y

2008-07-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

Cheese!!hey today had a great tyme at school.Had PE in the morning playing badminton.Didn't play much just sit there and watch Wanie & the rest play.Just had no mood to play.The reason??Enough for me alone to know hahax:]

Anyway yesterday "cute" Aishah and chenbing and liping accompany me at the library.actually i think the reason is to see that weird guy;>Gahss!I am not sure whether the yesterday guy is him but well he acted kind of weird.He keeps wearing his black shades and well kinda of staring at me.Feel kind of creepy hahax.Anyway Aishah said that i and him is compatible cause i am the miss universe for crazy people and he is mr universe for that category too.Well to me opinion my craziness is in a curable state while his is damn not lah!!!Anyway better go and study:}

2008-07-16T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hey dude!!!i am stuck here in the stupid cabin doing stupid things:]We are supposed to do about global warming and things to do to prevent them and stuff.Fck lah there is nothing we can do to stop it lor.But better not grumble cause however loud i grumble i still can't go home;[Chunsan said that there is a law stated that student & teachers cannot scold each other.i prefer if students can scold teacher but teacher can't scold us.haha lame!

Anyway yesterday when i went to Queenstown library,i get to know a guy whom is cute but weird!He claims that he is 22 yrs old and is schooling at one of the ITE in singapore.He keeps saying that he wants to take care of me!Excuse me,but i can seriously take care of myself without his help!And then he could say that if i and him had known each other longer,he wants to take me as his gurl.Fck lah!!He wants to take me as if i am a doll on sales.Anyway by hearing this,i could guess that he had a mind problem:]]And he could have bored me to death with his history on his family and the world.You no need to teach me history cause i am a history student and i am already bored learning history!!!!Oh ya i forget the crucial parts.He have the cheeks to call me sister and ask for $2.Wtf!!!!

2008-07-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

School was quite fun todae.for the first time i was early for school.Early for 10 mins only!haha:]]Anyway had a new haircut yesterday but fck lah the result does not come out as i intended to;P Sweety wanie said its alright but i feel weird!!

Anyway all of the studies was fine.And the worst things is our lovely form teacher come when there is her lesson.Geez sucks wasn't it?We learn about digestion and whatever the other "tion" is and photosynthesis.Most of the lesson can't be remembered by me now:]Can't wait for tomorrow cause we would be going home at one and NO history.Fun!!

2008-06-28T19:42:00.001+08:00

Hey long,long tyme didn't update.As i have expected i pass my mid year wif just three subjects Malay,English & Art.Quite ok right?But dearest Ms Chong said that she is "seriously" disapointed in my result.Gahs!!As if im not.I am disapointed too lah.Imagine of all the retainees,i m the last?WTH!!

Anyway,3F turns out to be damn fun.Class outing was a bit of boring but well its ok for a start.Anyway hubby passed his exams quite well.Jealous lah!!This semester we had a new POA teacher.I hate him.I keep my thick POA book in the class cupboard and it could be lost.Bahs!I am not going to buy that book again lor cause waste of money.Anyway got to study hard this semester cause i can't afford to retain again am i??

2008-04-29T20:51:00.001+08:00

Hey long tyme didn't update..Anyway i pass my first maths & physics.uhh so happy!!!I win Wanie at last!!!!!!Tis is e updated results:

MATHS:13/25
PHYSICS:15/30

I am soooo happy.Another 2 daes exams.Must study;))

2008-04-21T20:44:00.001+08:00

Hey another 2 weeks to exams!!!!

I can't wait for e exams to finish man...Hubby had finished his exams damn good lor..Last thursday was our 4 month aniversary and i love him soooo much..Anyway had to study and must study so tat i would pass..cheers;p

2008-04-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

Geez another 21 days to mid year exams!!

I dun think i have enough tyme lor..Excuse me cant we delay the exams hahax:P
Anyway I tink i would pass.depends la on the question set..Todae i had maths graph test.Not enough tyme though and i feel lyke mudering someone.I have not enough tyme and he could still sms and misscall me many tyme crazy..I hope i pass.if i pass then this is my first ever maths test i pass and i could boast to Wanie.I m damn jealous lor when she pass..grr.........

2008-03-23T17:58:00.001+08:00

Last Sunday was Aishah b'dae party.Like crazy lor e party.Anyway i look suck in this picture.grrss.The party was quite nice and we were like what e hell.All e pictures was Sucksss.Anyway Aishah &Jennifer was thrown with cakes and eggs hahax:P

2008-03-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

Shit!I hate holidays man.bored to death at home doing nothing.Anyway tomorrow I m doin grp study wif leena and her fwens.Study,Study,Study.Anyway Farhan got C5 for his malay and that e best he could do if you noe wat i mean.Cheers<:

2008-03-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

Mind me to tell hubby bout my result..gee:)See darling i could pass!Sweet Hajra always said I could pass if only I study.Just now i forgot to ask Farhan what he got for his result.

2008-03-07T19:03:00.001+08:00

Yess..I pass my progress report card.Unbelievable right?Anyway I pass English,Malay & art and the stupid teachers can't just round-up my sciences,humanities&Principle of accounts to 50%.I get 46%and 45% for tat 3 subjects.Maths is pathetic,I just get 10%:worst right?Ah if only i get this kind of marks for last year,I would surely be in sec 4.Bad luck!!!Tomorrow walkathon day and sweetie Hajra b'dae:)Oh by the way prefects at my school organise a stupid talk on Stop,Think,Don't and they gave out souveniers.I get pink color pencils aw if only i get green:{

2008-03-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

Ten more hours to a dreadfull days at school!!!

Gosh,why must children like us need to go to school???Can't we just learn or study at home??Anyway just for update on my studies:

MATHS:I get pathetic 5/50(Would'nt i had improved??)

MALAY:41/50(First time in history wanie wins me!!hahax)

Anyway,Mr wun said he wud be meeting students who is not up to expectation.Bah!As if I care!Actually I do care...Haiz why can't i just improved??Wanie improved and everyone who retain with me improved so why I can't I improved.Pooh!I hate this year!On tuesday I had learning journey and i am feeling sooooo happy cause i need not go to history.I truly hate that history teacher lor.He really does know how to teach!!

2008-02-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

Feeling too lazy too update this blog actually.Could I just delete this blog guys??

Anyway today totally suxs as I had to do that stupid arts piece and staying at school for CCA without anything to do.That arts piece to me is the most,most difficult pieces to do.Dear syazlina said that my name is blacklisted because I am the only one to be late handing my art homework hahax :)I dun really give a damn actually.I actually pitied the model face whom i had to draw today hahax.I dun think i get her hair done right!About CCA,today mrs siew is tooooo busy and thus could not take us to her homeroom.All of us had to stay outside the staffroom and look like an idiot!I and my sweet sister,hidayah wander around without the teachers permission.hahax:))
Tomorrow I had PE and I intended to tell Mr sekaran that I am sick hahax xD I really dun feel like running around like a mad puppy,geezz.Oh by the way I had bought a new wallet and wanie said its nice.Gahs see that darling someone just compliment my wallet hahax.childish;)I really adore~ purple~

2008-02-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

I truly hate doin my blog template.too fussy.Anyway tomorrow i have got english lessons at the comp lab.Going to take advantage hahax.....

2008-02-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

I am being crazy at school today hahax.I think wanie is right by saying that we are in class full of retarded.Hah, no offence k!!Anyway I truly hate one of the students in my class.Irritating lor....He is so full of himself.Like I care!!!Anyway todae i bored wanie & keeps irritates her hah hope u don't mind dear:)Thats all I have to say and stay tune to this link to know more.hahax just kidding!!

2008-02-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh,i'm dead bored!!!!!!I have so many hw to do and my so called stupid sister get a hell out of me.grr..nevermind at least i have some reasons not to do my hw.hahax..anyway gtg caused my sister wants to do her hw.so troublesome!

2008-02-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

ohshit teh maths common test is damn difficult!
I dun think i would pass my maths common test.The question it self is tooo diffilcult !If i pass the test then i would have to admit that the is some sort of miracles.hahax ':) Anyway Wanie had just scored higher than me in malay test by two marks.Its damn pathetic lor.But she just scored two and a half mark more than me.so its not a big deal anyway.Must try harder the next test.I told hubby and he says that it is all just about luck. LUCK ???my foot!!!This is not bout luck or some sort of miracle!Anyway i fail my Nafa test run ohshit!

2008-02-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

Infront of e computer viewing my friendster

Hahax:)obviously i would be infront of e computer right?!Anyway i wanna thanks him
for that sweet rose & chocolates.Happy belated V-day darling <3

Today we had PCT & mrs tan asked us to do a card for our partners.Sweet Wanie give me a sweet card hahax.Seriously I really hope she would be promoted xD
Anyway gtg,my cellphone is ringing.x)

2008-02-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

To me he is damn bastard.
Okay,guys just ignore that sentence okay:)thats really how i feel now.
anyway today i totally exhausted.phew:(
Tooooo much homework and studies.uargh!!!!!!

2008-02-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

I have malay test today.The first thing that i had after one day of "holiday"I have not learnt ANYTHING and she expect me to take the test?ridiculous!anyway turns out i have done that test last year when i am in truly sec three.hahax :)today is valentine day.I get a stalk of flower,thats pathetic.anyway sweet Hajra said that we ought not celebrate that day.It is true???Due to my stupid "fever" i have lots of homework.OMG!!

2008-02-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

In e comp lab doing malay project:>

2008-02-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Once again blog under construction xD

2008-02-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

shit.shit.shit.I have so many hw to be done.anyway e overseas trips is quite fun:D
going or not to OBS camp?

2008-01-31T18:28:00.000+08:00

I am home :)feeling bored at school.two daes im on MCs:D
anyway,last mondae i wen to queenstown clinic to check on my sore throat
feel like burning siah:( anyway wait for my turn like shit..
I wait for full two hoursand wen its my turn the doctor just said
"girl you have inflamation and i would give you two dae MCs."
Big deal!
I got ten different type of yucky tasting medicine.Uweks:>
I Hate OBS camp but well its quite interesting..

2008-01-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

yesss..todae is friday.anyway todae i forgot tat i have "show and tell"
phew,luckily my form teacher is not angry..
3f is becoming more & more interesting:>

2008-01-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!
anyway guys im starting to love 3f :)

2007-12-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

buying my books today..
anyway turn out not much books to buy..
hm..really waste my energy..hehe

2007-11-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

I have known my class next year!!!!
I AM IN 3F
got to try harder next yr am i..haizz
anyway thanx guys fer all ur support
i really love eu alllll...

2007-11-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

one word:I RETAIN!

2007-09-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

Boring............stupid dinosaur..she keeps saying things bout me...
dun she noes that she is an outcast???fuck her off....
anywae i dun fight wif her cause she take farhan pics..didn't she e one who ask me for his pic???i think she out of her mind!!anyway wanie bastard..
she left us doing the project..haizz

2007-09-20T17:19:00.000+08:00

i am home..wanie didn't come todae
saes she had diare.Can you believe that????
anyway dinosaur really pissed me off..
she thought her eyes is big like goldfish i scared..
fuck off..as if i dun noe wat she wans tat pics for..
anyway i dun give a damn..
i am true to my hubby..

BTW I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMMORROW!!!

2007-09-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

Yo im back!!!aniwae..jux now at school
i had played a prank on sumone..
this is all wanie's faults..
aniwae i am sorry..
its not my fault..
i think tat sumone is piss off already hahax xD

Well its not my fault..
wanie's old phone number is haunted hahax
well i dun really noe if its haunted or not
but i will check..xD
gtg and i wanna says that
I

LOVE

HYRUL!!!

by e way i have to say tat tat sumone is really,really,really,really FUSSY!!

2007-09-13T09:22:00.000+08:00

I AM HUNGRY!!huhu..actually today is our first dae fasting:)aniwae..todae i am late because of WanieShes troublesome man..hahax..sorrie wanie i am jux joking xD.aniwae todae i am meeting hubby!love him so much..cheers :P

2007-09-11T11:16:00.000+08:00

Y Today is damn boring..btw,i love Hyrul...He's damn sweet..Ouh...do keep in mind tat tis is not hyrul anuar...Anyway,buddy is crazy..she keeps playing truance.. haizz..gtg cause we actually need to do leaflet for english lesson.phew!

2007-08-31T12:08:00.000+08:00

I hate dinosaur.
she SUCKS..