Tuesday, September 23, 2008

hey.I am feeling really2 down today:(I feel sad at every littlest things that happens in my life.Seriously at school no one noes that i am unhappy or sad.Most of them including my friends keep thinking that i led a happy life.Haizz.At school i'm happy most of the time until my close friends also tell me i am crazy haha but do they noe that i would be willing to exchange life with them just to noe what being happy really means.I am just like a doll who are smiling on the outside but actually was void of feelings.Indah said that she never see me feeling angry,sad or frustated.If only what she said is right.No one really noes me even the person that are really close to me.Seriously why must you ruin my life?Aren't you sastisfied with the things that you have caused me to feel worried,sad or angry with you?seriously you are selfish vain and ego and i hate you...