i am tired of crying for ue seriously.i have been crying for the past 3 days and dhere is dark rings around my eyes.i am tired of being in the centre.i am tired of having to back up people.i am tired of this and i am tired of my life!seriously i am content of my life now.i have caring parents,money,friends and everything but why cant i have happiness?is dhat to difficult to ask for and have ue ever think about my feelings.ue tried to push the blame on me when in reality ue are the one who is at fault.i am tired of all this and i dont care already.i used to love ue but the feelings changed the moment ue walk out of my door.anyway i would like to thank my tinyy partner for the advice and listening ears.thanks for ur understanding and i love ue gurlfriend:DD && ty indah & murni for accompany me to relieve my stress haha and i love ue to:DD

anyway today i am damn bored.i just had my malay O' level exam in the morning.overall i feel dhat the paper is quite easy but who knows what my mark would be haha:)after dhat we had meeting for the tuition thingy at the physics lab.i get on thursday sey and i get physics!i want maths and i want on saturday but too bad hehes.anyway after dhat company dearestt rini to the post office and i met my mum dhere.planning to ask for money and then follow my friends but at last i followed mummy cause she promised to buy me contact lenses.to my dearestt,im so sorie for unable to follow ue guys.anyway went home and then to the optic shop with her.she buy me 6 pairs sey.ty mummy hehes,i love ue:DD after dhat when home and i went to the library to type this post:DDD